NASEHA SYAHIRA

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Last semester's pic.

The second semester already started! For the past 3 weeks, I wasted my time. I don't even know what I had done in my life. What I'm really sure about is it was not a productive lifestyle. But alhamdulillah, I managed to achieve my goal during semester break to cover new songs (guitar). I learned Hanya Rindu (Andmesh Kamaleng), Memories (Maroon 5) and Cinta Luar Biasa (Andmesh Kamaleng). Before this, I already learned Sebiru Hari Ini and Sahabat (Najwa Latif). So yeah, I'm quite proud of myself because I learn to play guitar on my own.

Ekceli aku nak speaking dalam entry kali ni sebab untuk sem 2 ni aku ada subject English. Konon-konon nak enhance lah. Tapi tak puas lah pula HAHAHA.

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Aku balik ke CFS dengan semangat yang baru, berkobar-kobar nak dapatkan 4 flat untuk semester kedua sebab semester pertama aku tak dapat capai 4 Flat tu. Tapi Alhamdulillah gaissss aku dapat Dean Lists. T^T Untuk semester pertama aku dapat pointer 3.81 which I don't expect at all! Alhamdulillah.

Nak dijadikan cerita, aku pergi dekat Mahallah Office (Office asrama) sebab nak ambik kunci bilik. Aku pun tandalah tangan dekat buku check in. Tetiba aku terperasan, dekat hujung nama aku ada tertera 'saman'. CUAK KAU TAHU. Ligat otak aku fikir kesalahan apa yang aku buat. Aku pun tanyalah akak yang kerja kat office tu. Sekali dia bagi aku saman betul-betul! HUHUHUHU

Alkisahnya aku tinggalkan iron aku dekat bawah katil. Dekat IIUM ni kena register semua electrical appliances. Tapi ada had quantity nya. Kalau untuk iron, hanya dua iron je yang boleh guna. Maksudnya satu bilik dapat dua stiker je untuk iron. Aku tak dapatlah stiker tu sebab rumet aku lagi dua orang dapat stiker for iron. Masa balik cuti haritu diaorang buat spotcheck. Memang kena lah aku. HUHUHU Aku memang nak bawak balik iron tu sebelum balik KL, tapi aku dah bawak banyak sangat barang and I thought it is okay to leave it as long as I don't use it! Tapi itulah nasib aku.

Keesokan harinya aku buat appeal, dengan harapan dapatlah kurangkan saman aku tu. Kau tahu sekali saman berapa? RM50 BHAI! Mana tak kecutttt. Dompet pon memang sedia kecuttt. Lagi nak bayar saman?! Aku pun jumpalah Principal, bagi keterangan, cerita bagai. And Alhamdulillah gaisss aku tak payah bayar langsung!! T^T Principal just bagi aku warning. Bersyukur betul aku. Thank you Principallll!!

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How's my life for now?

The first day of lecture, semua kelas lecturer tak masuk. Paling lawak, satu subjek tapi ada dua kali session and both session takde lecturer yang masuk. Aku rasa macam wasting time gila, wasting my energy, aku bosan gila sampaikan nak tidur pon dah bosan since aku asyik tidur je. Betapa teruknya kebosanan yang melanda aku. Second day of lecture, things getting better. Lecturer dah menunjukkan kelibatnya. hahaha. And also dah start untuk belajar. So, I believe that the hectic days will come bila-bila masa je. HAHAHA

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Bila aku masuk UIA ni, aku adalah berangan nak ada kawan international. Tak kisahlah negara apa pon kan. I just dream to have one, or more. If possible. HAHA. Alhamdulillah, it is not just a dream anymore. It had become a reality. I have an international friend! Her name is Arub Amin and she's from the UK. So whenever I need to communicate with her, I need to speak in English. She still cannot speak in Malay but she already knows some of the words like comel, cantik and etc.

I get to know her when we met at Merdeka Night. Malam tu, every student encouraged to wear kain batik (for sisters) because we want that patriotism spirits. There was a lot of cultural performance and theater that night. So on that night, Arub experienced new things and knows more about our culture. Aku macam bangga gila do waktu tu. HAHAHA Why? Sebab dia kata, dekat negara dia tak sambut kemerdekaan semeriah negara kita. Bangga kan? She saw my kain batik and she would like to have one because it's so pretty! So, I decided to buy one for her.

I bought this one at Bandar Tun Razak less than RM20

So starting from that day we are friends! What makes me really proud of myself is I can speak in English and she understand what I'm trying to say. I have really low self confidence when it comes to English, but I challenge myself to use that language, get used to it because I know how important it is for my future.

ISLAMOPHOBIA EXPERIENCE

Bila cakap pasal Arub ni, gosh.. She's so nice and she makes me realise betapa bertuahnya kita dilahirkan sebagai seorang Muslim di negara Islam. Aku tanya dia pasal Islamophobia dekat UK. Memang ada and dia pon pernah kena. Verbally. Still alhamdulillah sebab not physically.

Dia dekat sekolah waktu tu and dia ada satu bag yang dia bawak pergi sekolah. Then a guy cakap dekat dia, "what's in your bag? A bomb?". Dia pon pernah experienced orang kata dia terrorist. Bila dia cerita tu aku teringat perjuangan orang-orang Islam dulu. Kena caci, kena seksa and everything because of our faith. Kita tak pernah rasa semua tu dekat Malaysia because majority is Muslim. That's another thing that we need to be grateful.

HER FAITH

I am only a human dan aku tak rapat pun dengan dia sangat. Tapi based on apa yang aku perhatikan, dia jaga agama dia. Like after solat dia akan luangkan masa sikit untuk berzikir. Aku ni ya allah... iman tu macam berterabur je. HUHUHU

Ada sekali tu aku teman dia untuk hantar assignment dekat bilik lecturer. Dia kena slide je assignment tu melalui lubang kat bawah pintu tu. You get what I mean? Tapi disebabkan assignment tu ada ayat Quran and pasal agama dia berat hati nak slide through the door sebab kat lantai kan. She asked me banyak kali, "is it okay?" aku terkelu lidah nak cakap. Sentap jugaklah waktu tu sebab aku baru je hantar assignment yang sama, slide bawah pintu jugak tapi aku tak terfikir pon ada ayat Quran, it is not appropriate lah apalah bla bla! Akhirnya dia slide je sebab dia yakin dengan ustaz dia sebab ustaz yang suruh buat macam tu.

Kalau cakap pasal social media pon dia selalu share pasal agama. Bagus sangattt. :') She always said masyallah tabarakallah, alhamdulillah, inshaallah. And she also very grateful that she can call people here as sisters or brothers because islam itu kan bersaudara. Aku masuk UIA bila kena cakap sister and brother macam cringe sikit. But luckily aku dah biasa sebab kat kisas lagilah kena cakap muslimin muslimat je. Haram sebut nama lelaki pula tu! HAHAHA poodaaahh aduhai jahatnya aku. wakakakaka. But yeah baguslah ada 'sister' and 'brother' ni since kalau aku nak panggil orang yang I don't even know boleh je panggil "SISTERRRR!!!" selain "WOI PEREMPUANNNN!!" okay okay tu gurau. HAHA

Before I end my entry for today, I would like to share with you guys some screenshots from her status. Semoga memberi ibrah dan pengajaran or just anything that you can get. That's all from me. Until we meet again in the next entry. Inshaallah I will be talking about APT and EPT exam because currently, I've got an email from someone, asking me about these exams. I believe that there are lots of people out there that are still confused. And if you want to ask me, or share your opinions or ask my opinion tak kisahlah apa-apa, just email me and I will roger2 you later. Cewah haha.

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Minta maaflah sebab entry sebelum ni quite 'dark' cause I was overwhelmed that night. Waktu tu malam terakhir aku dekat CFS for semester 1. Dan malam itu jugak ialah malam terakhir aku untuk study for my last final exam paper. Aku tak tahu kenapa aku rasa sangat-sangat malas dan pada waktu yang sama aku menyalahkan diri aku 'kenapa kau malas, kenapa kau tak study'. I did push myself to study malam tu, but I can't. Aku mula risau macam mana aku nak jawab paper esok, can i get that 4 flat for this semester and etc. I felt very anxious that night and I ended up crying.

Esoknya aku bangun awal, (tak awal mana pon), aku gunakan masa yang ada untuk habiskan semua chapter yang aku tak baca. Aku try revise balik apa semua. I still not feel confident when I walked into the exam room, I did forget some facts but I think positively that Allah will help me and maybe this is the Qadr and Qada' that He had planned for me. Akhirnya, aku bolehlah juga jawab. Insyaallah. :,)

QUIZZES & TESTS

Aku mula sedar kehidupan kat universiti macam mana. Every week mesti ada quizzes, tests. For me, baguslah ada quiz, tests apa semua sebab bagi aku kalau takde benda ni, bila final exam nanti memang naya lah kau nak revise balik dari awal sampai habis. Sekurang-kurangnya kalau dah pernah ada quiz, test for some topics, kita senang nak revise balik masa final exam nanti. Sejujurnya, agak stress jugaklah bila every week ada je quiz. Weekend pula ada program. Tak cakap lagi ada discussion for certain assignment yang memerlukan kerjasama in group. So untuk study sendiri tu memang susah jugaklah nak cari masa.

I was thinking, aku yang takde jawatan pun dah panik bila banyak benda tak settle lagi, macam manalah mereka yang ada jawatan? Salute! Alhamdulillah lah Allah tak bagi aku jawatan in foundation. Kalau tak meroyan aku kang sebab tak bersedia dengan tanggungjawab dan terkejut dengan kehidupan pelajar asasi.

BELAJAR LAJU!

Dulu kat sekolah mesti cikgu akan cakap, siapa yang boleh belajar laju tu boleh lah ambik Asasi atau Matrikulasi. Maka terbukti ya memang kat Asasi belajar laju! HAHAHA. Satu hari satu topik. Kalau satu topik tu panjang sikit, satu hari satu sub topik. Kadang-kadang 2-3 sub topik pun boleh balun dalam masa 2 jam! Nasib baiklah kebanyakan topik yang dicover masa sem 1 ni topik yang dah pernah belajar masa SPM. Dapatlah pickup.

ASSIGNMENT

Disebabkan aku ARTS student, assignment banyak memerlukan kami berinteraksi dengan manusia. We need to do a presentation, solve problem that is happening in CFS, doing business for 2 months and also Exhibition. Aku suka berinteraksi dengan manusia so aku happy dan enjoy dengan assignment ni. Tapi of course ada juga assignment yang 'sakit' untuk aku buat especially yang kena selesaikan masalah yang berlaku dekat CFS. We need to use critical and creative thinking to solve the problems, kena buat poster lah, temu ramahlah, lecturer strict. Oh my god... Alhamdulillah dah tamat dah semua tu! I just hope that I will pass for that subject because it will ruin my sem 2 if I need to repeat that subject. HAHAHA

INTERESTING PROGRAMMES

Dekat universiti ni for me program-program yang dibuat interesting and able to develop my skills and knowledge. Ada macam-macam talk, Humanity Night, Ambang Merdeka and etc. Performance pun lebih gempak daripada masa kat sekolah dulu. I look forward for the upcoming sem programmes!

Aku dah kebuntuan idea. I'm sorry that this entry is very personal. I knew that not everyone loves to know about other personal life if it doesn't give any benefits to you. Sorry again. Thanks for reading. My followers are very sendu right now because aku menghilangkan diri lama gila. Bila muncul cakap macam orang dah putus harapan pulak en! Aduh ngek ngok betul Seha! HAHAHA. Stay tuned for my next entry. I will be talking about my new International friend from the UK that opens my eyes about Islam and how she lives as a Muslim in the UK.

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