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I don't think that people ever understand what I feel.
The pressure, stress that is overwhelming me right now.
I feel empty.
I don't want to do anything.
Yet, I am scared, full of worries and anxiety.
I am not doing good enough!
I still have so many things to prepare!
Yet, I can't do all of those things because of these evil feeling..

And I hate myself back now.
I cry again tonight.
I have nobody that understands me well. 
Don't tell me that I never try. I did try to ask for help.
But nothing ever changes.

I feel like a hypocrite. 
I give people positive messages but look at me.

What had I done to my life...

I am sorry because I am not able to feel the 'enjoyment' that you asked me to.
Not now. I'm sorry.

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