I'm defeated. I know this would happen one day. Yet, I thought that I can handle this feeling. But, it's not that easy as I think. I'm lying. Lying to myself that I am okay. Smiling all day like there's nothing happened. Keep reminding myself that "it's life to fail. Everyone who is succeeds was a failure in their previous life. What's important is what you are doing right now. Because what you do right now determine your future."

Some people think that my failure is not a fail at all. But, for me it is. I knew that I'm not as genius as that student who gets 0.5+ pointer. I only capable of getting 1.6+ Arghhhhhh.. I really need someone to motivate me up! But really, my results are not that bad. I still managed to get 8A. But that B's are............. irritating me up. I know I could do better. I'll show to you guys that I'm able to get straight A's again! Beat all those big head geniuses!!

"it's life to fail. Everyone who is succeeds was a failure in their previous life. What's important is what you are doing right now. Because what you do right now determine your future."