NASEHA SYAHIRA: 2017

8 Oktober 2017

Entah macammana topik perbualan haritu menjurus ke arah masa hadapan.

Semuanya bermula bila aku tanya satu soalan dekat mama.

"mana lebih baik. Matrikulasi atau asasi?"

Mula-mula mama macam tak nak jawab sebab katanya soalan ni pernah disoal oleh kakak dulu. Siapa je suka terangkan sesuatu banyak kali? Mak aku pun teranglah 'itu' dan 'ini'. Penerangan diberi dengan serba ringkas tapi padat. Aku pun mula faham perbezaannya. Perkataan ' pinjaman ' yang paling menarik perhatian aku.

Katanya bila masuk universiti kita kena buat pinjaman ( in case kalau bukan anak orang kaya + tak mampu dapat scholarship). Mama cakap kita sedang belajar pon dah berhutang. Bila keluar nanti belum tentu dapat pekerjaan tapi hutang dah bergunung.

sel-sel otak aku mula berhubung..

Aku mula risau untuk bertukar status menjadi 'dewasa'. Argh takutnya nak hadapi dunia yang penuh dengan jalan-jalan yang berduri ni!! Aku tahu bukan mudah nak survive dalam dunia realiti. Hanya , mereka yang tabah dan berpegang kuat pada aqidah sahaja yang mampu hadapi dugaan, cabaran dan fitnah dekat luar sana.

Sekali lagi, aku teringat tentang satu fakta bahawa harga rumah pada masa kini sudah mencecah jutaan ringgit. Tanah negara pula dah banyak dijual kepada negara China. Argh! Cakap pasal jual tanah dekat China, ada satu lagi kisah yang aku nak kongsikan. Kisah yang dah memberikan aku INSPIRASI dan SENTAPAN tentang nasib bangsa Melayu di tanah Malaysia. Dan sentapan ini diberikan oleh orang yang aku tak pernah kenal dan lebih hebat lagi dia bukan 'Melayu' pon. Nanti aku kongsikan dekat entry lagi satu.

ok sambung balik.

Bila bayangan cabaran-cabaran yang aku perlu tempuh bila jadi dewasa bermain-bermain dalam kotak pemikiran aku, aku bersuara

" macam mana nak hidup kalau macam ni?! "

Tiba-tiba satu suara mencelah perbualan antara aku dan mama

"takpe. Papakan ada. Nanti papa belikan rumah, kereta, semualah untuk anak-anak "

startled.

Sumpah aku terdiam. Dan perbincangan itu terhenti setakat itu.

Ya allah. Aku tak tahu nak kata terharu atau... entah! Aku tak tahu nak describe perasaan aku waktu itu. Aku cuma terfikir, bila aku dah menginjak dewasa dan sudah mampu untuk bekerja dan menyara hidup sendiri pon, papa masih rela untuk menjalankan tugas dia sebagai seorang ayah. Tugas dia untuk memberikan nafkah dan memberikan yang terbaik untuk ahli keluarga.

Tak semua orang sedar tentang peranan besar seseorang yang bergelar ayah. Ya. Pengorbanannya tak sesakit ibu yang mengandungkan, yang melahirkan. Tapi peranannya itu pon adalah satu tanggungjawab yang berat untuk dilaksanakan. Nak dapatkan duit itu bukan mudah. yah cliche.. so? fakta adalah fakta.

Peranan ayah ni bukan sahaja menyediakan wang-ringgit untuk memenuhi keperluan ahli keluarga, tapi juga berperanan untuk melengkapkan ahli keluarganya dengan agama. Berapa ramai bapa yang mampu untuk memberi wang-ringgit tapi penerapan agama dalam kalangan ahli keluarga tidak dijalankan sepenuhnya?

ya.

papa tak sealim bapa yang lain.

Tapi dia tak pernah ambil ringan pasal agama dan dalam kehidupan dia, pasti dia akan terapkan unsur agama itu. Bukan nak bangga. Tapi dia pun ada usaha untuk bantu agama allah. Surau dekat kondo rumah aku dah lama tak hidup. Tapi sejak ayah aku jadi ahli komuniti, dia dah berjaya hidupkan semula surau tu. Walaupun taklah meriah dan bilangan yang hadir pun mungkin tak sampai 20 orang. Tapi sekurang-kurangnya amalan solat jemaah itu ada. Hidup dalam jemaah islam itu ada.

Berapa ramai yang dah menyumbang pada agama Allah?

Semoga allah redha dengan usaha kecil papa dan tempatkannya di dalam kalangan orang yang soleh.

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K O P I

Didefinisikan sebagai satu minuman yang dicampurkan dengan air panas yang sedia daripada biji kopi.

Untuk mendapatkan keaslian rasanya, tidak perlu menambahkan apa-apa 'bendasing' seperti gula, krimer ataupun susu. Mungkin ada yang ingin menjadi Elbert Einstein yang tidak bertauliah ingin mencampurkannya dengan garam. Aku tak pernah buat. Siapa yang buat tu boleh pos ke rumah. Akan saya menjadi juri untuk kalian.

HUHUHU~~

Aku merupakan salah seorang pencinta tegar kopi. Dan bilamana terhidangnya air minuman yang berwarna kehitaman dan mengiurkan itu di hadapan mata, secara automatik emosi aku yang mungkin boleh menyebabkan semua orang nak lempang aku, berubah 360 drjh menjadi seriang kanak-kanak ribena.

God. Hambarnya.

Aku tak boleh nak luah rasanya bila air berwarna hitam yang dibenci oleh segolongan makhluk yang dikenali sebagai ' al-insan ' di muka bumi ini lalu dekat tekak dan perkataan

" aaahhhhhh~~~ " sambil tutup mata

itu diluahkan.

SANGAT INDAH.

Nak dijadikan cerita, haritu motivasi 'belajar' aku membuak-buak. Entah kenapa pukul 12 malam baru nak timbul. Sengaja tak nak bagi tidurlah tu. Malam tu, aku tak terdetik pon nak minum kopi. Tapi ada satu bisikan suara yang menyapa telinga ni macam aahhhh indahnyaa~~

" nak mama buat air? nak apa? "

ya, kopi. itu jawapan aku.

Maka, pada malam itu aku telah mendurjanakan diri sendiri dengan minum satu cawan besar air kopi yang sedap dan pahit. Masyaallahhhh nak lagiiiiiiiiii!!

Kesannya, malam itu aku tak mampu melelapkan mata. Hatta dah pukul 4:30 pagi. Huwarghhh, betapa tersiksanya aku. Pukul 5 aku bangkit dari perbaringan. Dengan mata yang masih segar bak telah tidur sepanjang malam aku menggagahkan diri dengan mengalirkan air paip yang sejuk beku ke anggota badan.

Pengajarannya simple.

Jangan mendurjanakan diri korang dengan ' overdose kopi '. Sebab kesannya amat menyakitkan.

Pukul 6 baru mampu lelapkan mata selama 30 minit. Sambung semula pada pukul 4 petang sehingga 6:45. Alhamdulillah, Allah kejutkan aku. Kalau tidak terlepas asar!

Walaupun malam tu aku stay up, aku tak keseorangan. Masih ada insan-insan yang baik hati dan sanggup stay up sekali. Special thanks to my mother and private tutor yg baru di hire malam itu juga. Terima kasih semua.

Assalamualaikum.

* Doakan aku cemerlang PAT ya semua. terima kasih *

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Assalamualaikum

Pukul 7 tadi aku baru je balik daripada Penang. Perjalanan balik tu tak payah ceritalah. Jammed yang amat! Padah balik time hari raya. But actually it's not our fault. Kitorang pergi Penang pun dengan satu tujuan. Untuk menghantar kakak sulung ke Universiti Sains Malaysia (USM). Tahniahlah akak dapat juga menjejakkan kaki ke universiti pilihan. Alhamdulillah. Syukur sangat-sangat.

Jadi apa kena mengena dengan tajuk entry yang macam nak cari gaduh dengan orang?

Ni apa yang diceritakan oleh mak akulah.

Sesi pendaftaran pada hari itu sangatlah mencabar fizikal dan mental.

Kakak aku dapat ' TEKUN ' . K, tak tahulah pembahagian apa yang diaorang buat tapi kakak aku dapat pelajar tekun. *tekun ke kau? hahaha (gelak macam orang jahat)*

Sesi pendaftaran bermula pada pukul 2:30 petang. Kami sampai pada pukul 2 petang. Jadi masih ada masa berbaki setengah jam. Tapi walaupun setengah jam, kakak aku dah 'TEKUN' beratur dekat line pendaftaran. Ia adalah satu strategi di mana lebih baik beratur terus daripada pukul 2:30 baru terhegeh-hegeh nak beratur. Logiknya beginilah, kalau kau beratur lebih awal, kau mungkin orang ke 100, tapi kalau beratur lambat kau mungkin orang ke 1000. *Bijak mak aku*

Jap, apa kaitan?

OK fine! aku tahu korang nak tengok point entry je. Ceh! Nanti aku buat entry khas untuk luahkan kisah pahitnya merantau ke Penang. *jangan salah sangka, aku suka pi Penang. Cuma dugaan tu jaa *

Aku rasa kalau hari tu tak hujan, tak teruk sangat kot. Tapi Allah takdirkan hujan juga. Mungkin nak menguji ketabahan hamba-hambanya yang nak menghantar anak-anak ke USM ni? Apa-apalah. Perancang terbaik itu allah.

Untuk ke asrama kakak aku, kami perlu meredah jambatan dulu. Boleh bayangkan tak beribu-ribu orang dan beg yang dibawa bukan sikit! Tangan penuh kiri kanan. Jalan lecak apa semua. Kalau tak silap aku, ada yang dapat ujian lebih daripada Allah. Dia terjatuh! Kesiankan?? huhuhuu...

Kami pun diuji juga.. Dengan kepayahan membawa beg besar dan banyak, tiba-tiba pencuci baju kakak aku yang masih lagi baru terjatuh. ' Bagai jatuh ditimpa tangga'. Dahlah jatuh, penutup pecah, sabunnya pun keluar juga. Air mata kami pun keluaq juga.. huhuhu *part air mata tu rekaan semata-mata. takde kena mengena dengan yang hidup mahupun yang telah meninggal dunia*

Dah sampai asrama. Alhamdulillah! Wah, ada lif! hmmm, tapi bila ramai sangat dah berasak-asak nak naik lif, kau rasa? Dengan tenaga yang masih bersisa, kami menggagahkan juga segala otot, sendi, urat dan juga tulang segala jenis tulang untuk menggunakan perkhidmatan tangga. Alhamdulillah ada tangga. Kalau takde tangga aku 'call' cicakman mai datang tolong. Boleh shortcut panjat dinding. ermmm..

" Aku support hero buatan Malaysia. "

Tiba-tiba...

"Tak payah sibuk fikir pasal solatlah!"

Deng deng DEENGGGGGGG!!!!

Astaghfirullahalazim. Saya tahulah pakcik penat. Pakcik panas. Kita semua melalui perkara yang sama. Kita semua menghadapi dugaan yang sama. Tapi pakcik tak sepatutnya cakap macam tu.

Solat itu bukan perkara main-main. Bukannya satu benda yang remeh. Solat itu ialah perintah daripada tuhan yang menciptakan kita. Solat itu ialah satu hadiah untuk hambanya. Solat itulah yang mampu memberikan kita kekuatan untuk menghadapi setiap duri-duri kehidupan.

Aku ni takdelah baik sangat macam malaikat. Aku tahu aku ni banyak buat dosa dan andai kata dosa itu mampu dilihat dan baunya busuk, takde siapa yang akan dekat dengan aku. Pandang pun tak nak macam boleh mati heart attack tengok aku. Kita manusia tidak pernah lari daripada kesilapan *ye aku tahu ayat cliche.* Orang selalu kata " hek eleh! Kau pun buat! Sembang je lebih! "

Ingatlah kata-kata daripada seorang ulama ini

لا أنظر إلى من قال, أنظر إلى ما قال

" jangan lihat pada siapa yang bercakap, lihatlah apa yang cuba dia sampaikan"

dan buat si pemberi nasihat ingatlah kalam suci daripada allah ini

" wahai orang-orang yang beriman, kenapakah kamu mengatakan sesuatu yang kamu tidak kerjakan?"

"amat besar kebencian disisi allah bahwa kamu mengatakan apa-apa yang tidak kamu kerjakan."

Semoga perkongsian hari ini dapat memberikan ibrah buat diri aku dan kamu.

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Assalamualaikum! This entry has been in the draft for so long. Sorry to Miss Asyikin because I took a long time to post this entry. Awww, so sorry!! 😢 Btw, thank you so much for tagging me for this activity. I thought that nobody realizes the existence of my blog! sobs sobs... Anyway, Let's jump to the questions~~

1. What are your goals in life?

For this question, I think it would be better if I divide it into two categories so that we can see it more clearly.

SHORT TERM GOAL:

FYI, I'm 16 years old. So, for my short term goal, clearly, it is to get 11A+ in SPM 2018. In every examination, I would set a goal to be in the top 20 students. Alhamdulillah for March test, I got number 3 in form. I don't believe it either! Even till now, I still think that I'm not intelligent enough compare to the other students.

LONG TERM GOAL:

I already dreaming of opening a Cafe or a Bakery. I would like to be a businesswoman and a CEO in my own company. I think that it would be so challenging but with Allah's help and dedication, I know that I can get through all those problems in future.

Another dream is, I would like to publish a book that could give benefits to the person that read it. I want to publish a book before I'm 25 years old. I don't know if this could be a reality but I really hope that it will!

2. The best place that you had visited?

I'm not from a luxury family. So, traveling is just a dream. ( But I love traveling!) And it has been a long time since the last time I go somewhere that I fall in love too. But a few days ago, I went to Taman Negara Tanjung Piai in Johor and I'm really falling in love with the beautiful scenery there! The fee is affordable too. For those who wanted to take photos that have beautiful scenery, Taman Negara Tanjung Piai is the best place for you!! Seriously!

one of the place there

I have many pictures there, but there's some obstacle in uploading it. So sorry. But I guess you can imagine how beauty it is isn't it?

3. Tell me about your hobbies!

I love reading novels, comics, writing, listen to music, dancing and studying. OH, MY GOD! Is it true I love studying? Well, mostly yes. But if my laziness comes, I hate studying.

4. Your favorite movie?

5. At what time you usually go to sleep at night?

6. What is the happiest thing that happened in your life?

I got 11A in PT3. Alhamdulillah.. But the real happiness is to have my family by my side.

7. What genre of music do you like?

According to my mood normally?

8. Try to imagine, your money in your hand is one million. What will you do with that money?

Open my own shop and earn more money!! HAHAHA.. Then I would go to Makkah with my family to perform Haji and Umrah together. Maybe, donate some of my money to the charities? Build schools or universities? Mosques are good too. Oh yeah. TRAVELING. I want to travel around the world with my family!!

9. Your ambition when you was a kid?

Be a doctor. Lol! Clearly, I just follow my sister's ambition. Since she was a kid she wanted to be a doctor. But now, I don't think she would be a doctor because she takes a Biotechnology course. And me? HAHA. Seriously I won't be a doctor because I take Accountancy course. And I love what I learn today. I didn't regret on what I had chosen for my life.

#positive

10. the memories that make you remember until today?

Urmmmm.. not sure. I have many memories. Bad memories, sad memories, happy memories. Ok, I think I will tell you guys about my friends.

Back when I was a secondary student, I always had fights with my best friends. Whenever we had a fight, we would give letters to each other. It's heartbreaking when I remember about it. Both sides EGO to said sorry. I only saw that they were wrong and I'm correct. But, when I grow up, I realized that in every fight, there must be a misunderstanding between both sides. And both sides are wrong. When we have a fight, we must look back what we had done to them that makes them upset. YES. We're upset too because of what they had done to us! But, there must be a reason why they also mad to us. THINK ABOUT IT GUYS.

11. Who is your Idol?

Prophet Muhammad S.A.W 💖

I would like to be a better muslimah. I know it's hard. But I would try my best to achieve it.

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Hello!! I miss you guys... I miss everything about blogging. You don't know how pain it is for me when I had to stop writing for a while. ( because of school)

Yesterday, I attend a wedding ceremony and unusual thing happened. I thought that this might be suitable for my new entry since I got good value from it.

The story began when I was standing outside of the hall. ( the ceremony held at hall) I was playing with my phone [ it's because I'm soo bored. Actually, I prefer books rather than phone] Suddenly I saw a chaos at the front gate. There were 2-3 RELA and one man from the bride's side. There's another man and I think that he's the one who started the chaos. He looked homeless. Skinny.

I saw that the 'homeless man' had a full plate of food. That time I'm sure that he's starving. Those RELA and the man from bride's side urge him to put the food back! I saw that the homeless man tried to ask for their sympathy but it doesn't work. He then walked to a table and put the food back in disappointment.

I'm wondering what does he do now? Is he already eat? Is it wrong to give food for someone who really in need?

I don't know why they don't want to help the homeless man and I'm sure they have their own reasons... but if I'm in that homeless man condition, I would be so mad and think that Islam is a bad religion.

We as a human must help people who in need. Not because we want to look good in others eye but it's about humanity. What would you feel if you're the homeless man? Surely you would do the same. You know that there's a lot of food at a wedding ceremony and it's free. Because you're too hungry and you know that you might die if you not eat, surely you would hoping that you can eat at the wedding ceremony. But then, you have to leave the place since they don't have any sympathy in their hearts.

So, please. Whenever you see someone who is in trouble, help them. We won't know what trouble we have to faced in the future and it required people helps. So, please don't be too arrogant. We are all the same. Human. What's so disgusting about people who're homeless? People, who work as a garbage collector? People, who work as a janitor? Without them, we would live in a world full of stink garbage.

Appreciate them. Love them. Help them when they are in need. Spread the goodness and the world would be a better place for the humankind.

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Assalamualaikum

Like always, I'm sorry for not updating any entry. I just want to remind you guys that I'm living in a boarding school. So, do you get what I mean?

Today I just want to remind you guys to APPRECIATE THEM. Who's them that I'm referring to?? They are the closest person to you. They know you better than anyone else. They love you more than anyone else. They would sacrifice everything that they have for you, even their lives. They are the happiest person when you were born in this cruel world.

If you think THEM is your parents, then YES. You're correct.

Why suddenly I want to ask you guys to appreciate them. I mean like, it's not my problem right? But truthly, IT IS my problem. Why I said that? Have you ever heard a hadis about amar ma'ruf nahi munkar?

عَنْ أَبِي سَعِيْد الْخُدْرِي رَضِيَ اللهُ عَنْهُ قَالَ : سَمِعْتُ رَسُوْلَ اللهِ صلى الله عليه وسلم يَقُوْلُ : مَنْ رَأَى مِنْكُمْ مُنْكَراً فَلْيُغَيِّرْهُ بِيَدِهِ، فَإِنْ لَمْ يَسْتَطِعْ فَبِلِسَانِهِ، فَإِنْ لَمْ يَسْتَطِعْ فَبِقَلْبِهِ وَذَلِكَ أَضْعَفُ اْلإِيْمَانِ

" whoever among you see wrongdoing, let him rectify it with his hand. If he's unable, then with his tongue. And if he is incapable of that then with his heart and that is the weakest level of faith"

[ riwahul muslim ]

Blog is the only way I can spread goodness and reminders for all of us. I'm not ustazah. I'm just an ordinary 16 y'old teenager! I don't have much knowledge about Islam, but I want to share anything that I know that will help the ummah. WE ARE THE UMMAH. Prophet Muhammad S.A.W ummah. I know that maybe some of you readers would think why I want to spread goodness and reminders? I'm still young. Enjoy your life girl!

Do you want to know something creepy? Do you want to know the reality of this life?

كُلُّ نَفۡسٍ۬ ذَآٮِٕقَةُ ٱلۡمَوۡتِ‌ۖ

" Every soul shall have a taste of death "

[Quran 3 : 185 ]

It's true I'm still young. But death doesn't mean only for the elders. I know you aware of that. Okay, everyone would death. No matter what age it is. But why I want to spread goodness and reminders?

وَمَا خَلَقْتُ الْجِنَّ وَالْإِنْسَ إِلَّا لِيَعْبُدُونِ

" And I did not create the jinn and mankind except to worship Me "

[ Adz zariyat : 56 ]

وَإِذْ قَالَ رَبُّكَ لِلْمَلَائِكَةِ إِنِّي جَاعِلٌ فِي الْأَرْضِ خَلِيفَةً ۖ قَالُوا أَتَجْعَلُ فِيهَا مَنْ يُفْسِدُ فِيهَا وَيَسْفِكُ الدِّمَاءَ وَنَحْنُ نُسَبِّحُ بِحَمْدِكَ وَنُقَدِّسُ لَكَ ۖ قَالَ إِنِّي أَعْلَمُ مَا لَا تَعْلَمُونَ

"And [mention, O Muhammad], when your Lord said to the angels, "Indeed, I will make upon the earth a successive authority." They said, "Will You place upon it one who causes corruption therein and sheds blood, while we declare Your praise and sanctify You?" Allah said, "Indeed, I know that which you do not know." "

[ Al baqarah : 30 ]

We are created in this world only for 2 reason. To worship Allah and be a khalifah that will make a peaceful world. Spread goodness, remind others about good and bad things, help people to a straight path.. That's what we have to do. It not just me who need to spread those things, but it's every single human in this world who need to do it! Da'wah is compulsory for all of us.

Alright back to the topic. I want to talk about appreciate your parents because my friend just lose her mom last Saturday. Look, I can't imagine my life without a mom, a dad. Sometimes when I'm at the hostel I would think about my parents. What are they doing right know? Are they alright? Do Allah still gives me a chance to meet my parents when I come back home?

Every single day, I want to call my parents to ask about their health. To hear their voices. But I can't do it. I don't have cents to make a call. I have to limit my calls and use it only when there's emergency.

Can you imagine your live without your mother? Your mother that battle with her own life just want to born you? Don't you feel bad when you do bad things to your mom? When you heart her small heart? When you shut your door because she didn't gives you permission to hang out with your friends? When you lie to your mother that you have a tuition class at school but the truth is you go to a cyber cafe? DON'T YOU FEEL BAD?? She's nearly DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU.

How about father? Without him, you won't exist. He willingly do everything just to grant your wishes. Even if he's so tired, but he still would do his best as a father just to make sure you have a happy life. He didn't show his love, but HE LOVES YOU really much.

credit : google image

Appreciate them. You would miss and regret when they are no longer in this world. Again, appreciate them before it's too late.

This entry is special for me and all of you ma readers. May Allah grant us ni'mat IMAN and ISLAM till the end of our life. Aamiin.

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